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NEED. A. HUG.
School feels so sucky now, but I'm sure we'll get thru it, won't we? My emotions are everywhere up and down I can't get a hold on them. And deep down I feel as if I'm gna get sucked into that black hole whr I can get never get back up again. Tell me I can do this? ):
I wish I could see 'my fav children' right now, they're really my happy pills.
Will be back.
I need strength.
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| I just fucking screamed at my parents cus they were and ARE being total asswipes, the most immature kids in the block where they can't give way to each other but JUST HAVE TO shoot each other with sacarstic and hurtful remarks. WHEN WILL THEY EVER GROW UP. Fffffffffuck.
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| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k36nnoNySWE
I keep putting this on repeat it's so awesome I wish I could be thr this year but fat hope, really. ):
My weekend passed by really fast I think I'm almost ready for a new week of school. It's not gna be any easier but heck we still have to survive right? Not gna see this in a negative light(I'll try my best) anymore becus it's not doing me any good and it's time I got serious for something that's important. But for tonight, screw TETL and tux paint heh.
Yesterday was great time spent w Isabel!  I hope we meet up soon again. Rina, time for ours please!
Isabel's right. Why should I even care when you don't anymore? Why should I be the one stuck thr immobile, not even knowing whr I'm heading to but secretly hoping that one day you'll turn and look back when most likely you won't? And at that minute when I was determined to make it right for me, then I realised....It wasn't for me to forget. Becus you were always thr in my heart all along, sometimes overshadowed by other things but you never really vanished. Never. Why and on what basis I don't know. What I only know is, you're an amazing person. So amazing you are, so much that I feel as if this is all worth it. Worth the wait. To be what I do not know. But just worthy, __. ♥
Week 13 HERE I COME.
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| I'M BACK. 
Listening to Westlife while blogging this how very cheesy I know....but hey Westlife's brilliant I used to love them when I was young! \m/ Okay so I haven't blogged in a long while I know. You could say I slowly died inside and I could not even begin to describe how I felt. Day in and day out, it's as if the Andrea you knew was crumbling under paranoia, alone.
But I was wrong. 2009 I would say, was wasted. Ask me what period of my life I regret and 2009 would no undoubtedly be the answer. It was only about me. Me and no one else. It was stupid. Lessons that I've learnt in 2009 have opened my eyes for sure, and only those fragments of the year will be kept close to my heart. Everything else that happened...I wish for the sea to wash them all away, if it's possible. But I will not fret, cus if not for those there wouldn't be any wake-up call for me. One of which that shows me the people who were there for me, the people whom I've taken granted for, the people who still love me despite what I've done, the people who really care. It may not be much to ya'll, but it's the little things that count and I thank you, from the very bottom of my heart. Late, but hopefully ya'll can feel this like how I do.
 
Lost some and gained some, but I guess that's part and parcel of life right? I'm getting quite used to it alr so to speak. Hate to lose but oh well.
Am not quite ready for school like everyone else haha but let's go! Last night was crazy, I'm still suffering from the aftermath of it but am gna be okay! :)
2010 here I come.
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